Incidentally, all life has a plan.
Lonely I felt, for I thought love was out of reach.
Outside I was all peach fuzz, but inside I was a pit.
Volatile emotions were not my nature, so I just kept them inside.
Everytime I looked in the mirror, I hated what I saw.
Years of sin against God made me ashamed to look anyone in the eye.
Her eyes,
Endless skies.
Her smile,
I catch a glimpse down the aisle.
Love at first sight,
If I could will it, it might.
I look down pretending not to care,
But I can’t help it… I stare.
I stare into her face,
Her presence I can’t replace.
I try to speak,
I’m weak.
I look away,
Please stay.
She leaves,
I can’t breath.
Days pass , My heart goes out.
As my tears thicken in an endless pout.
Question after question I tend to ask,
When will I remove my dark veiled mask.
Will she like what she sees,
Will she cares what she sees,
Will her heart fill with me,
Or will she just turn and flee.
And if somehow, we ended up together,
Will it be a week long fling, or will it be forever.